and i don't exist. i woke up feeling like a human and i said it and i cried and i bit threw the skin on my thumb and i felt it but even that didn't make me more real. what am i. said not with a question but declarative. period. what am i. there is more yearning here then what a simple set of punctual marks can make of me..... ME. what. of me. MAN. and i don't take that too personal. MAN. is. cast in a mold of immaturity. self imposed. and even when he -simply- understands. he still is sub. sub. par. sub. intellect. still human. fitted. fuck. i hate prefixes. and fuck you kant. "enlightenment is man's emergence from self imposed immaturity." Sapere Aude mother fucker.