Sunlight beating upon the dusty shoulders of old men
old desert men dancing
deer dancing spirits
prancing spirits embodied in time
time kept rhythm
rhythmic foot prancing
spirit dancing

Dual plane existence
objective resistance to material enhancements
personality stifling measurements
fitted goals cage
trapped resistance against walls
steel cage grey walls
Labyrinth trash fantasy world
Earthquake division
dark vs light
heightened awareness interconnectedness
Pocahontas faces in trees
Mother Nature Nurture Faces
Hands clasp twisted stream
at the base of tree bark lifestyle marking
flow against the current corrupted current
What is greater than this?
love nurture care teach learn
yearn grow fertilize multiply
Goals!
Purpose misdirected
measured with a yard stick
three feet across three feet wide
Recognized not realized.

Slip on down.

Spanish homework is my least favorite. I want to be a sky diving instructor some day. I want to splash a canvas with wet wet paint and strap it down as I fly through the sky and let the wind paint it's design.

I just got pierced again, snakebites. mmm.
I still don't know what to do with myself.
Hmm...Lately I've been thinking that I need a change.

outside industry
mainstream fish
hiphop dancers
baby bouncing mothers
skip skip hop scotch lollipop
12 years old on the fourth of july
blue jeans heart strings
dance dance bomb

Love is a little thing shaped like a lizard, it runs up and down and tickles your gizzard.

Cheater Cheater Pumpkin Eater.

No fun for anyone.
beguilement, betrayal, blarney, boondoggle, cheat, circumvention, cozenage, craftiness, cunning, deceit, deceitfulness, deceptiveness, defraudation, dirt, disinformation, dissimulation, double-dealing, dupery, duplicity, equivocation, falsehood, fast one, flimflam, fraud, fraudulence, guile, hokum, hypocrisy, imposition, insincerity, juggling, legerdemain, lying, mendacity, pretense, prevarication, snow job, sophism, treachery, treason, trickery, trickiness, trumpery, untruth,

abandoned, amoral, animal, carnal, corrupt, debauched, depraved, desirous, disorderly, dissolute, fast, fast and loose, fleshly, impure, in the fast lane, incontinent, lascivious, lax, lecherous, lewd, libertine, libidinous, lickerish, loose, lubricious, lustful, oversexed, profligate, promiscuous, relaxed, reprobate, salacious, satyric, scabrous, sensual, swinging, unconstrained, uncontrollable, uncurbed, unmoral, unprincipled, unruly, wanton, vulgar, dirty, lustful

Devil's in the Details

"Listen closely... the eternal hush of silence goes on and on throughout all this, and has been going on, and will go on and on. This is because the world is nothing but a dream and is just thought of and the everlasting eternity pays no attention to it." - Kerouac

So why stay hung up on any one thing for too long? Stay the wild negativity running rampant across the minds of millions of people across the world who refuse to accept their self as simple joy, collective purpose dream beings. And why should not it all be a dream? A waking dream life destined to die off with whatever memory you left in the minds of your friends, family, enemies. Why should we each have an individual egotistical purpose? Is it not enough to live and love and touch the minds of those around us? So why lie? A series of control mechanisms born to break down eventually. Born to stint progress and put a bad name on honest creativity, on honest thought. Why should life end only to be regained, born into a new caste system painted pretty by some people who don't know any better than you and I? Only this one is more lock and key, once your in your stuck no moving about. Once a pariah always a pariah! The slogan of heaven and hell, america too. But at least here we lie and let you pretend. Right?

Kerouac

I took this photo on the way to Tulsa a few years ago...

Kerouac

We should be wondering tonight, "Is there a world?" But I could go and talk on 5, 10, 20 minutes about is there a world, because there is really no world, cause sometimes I'm walkin' on the ground and I see right through the ground. And there is no world. And you'll find out.

...ill jump from the sky and land in the sea ill grow fins and dance with the waves when my time has come to its end ill wash up on the shore of some faraway place and lay my cheek to the sand and grow legs then stand ill wander around and drink dew from leaves ill make friends with the trees and as before my life here will end ill lose my arms and replace them with wings ill fly with the birds and sing their sweet songs...